Birthday surprise from my beloved....Painting Classes!
Class 1 ... 6pm on the evening of my birthday!
Panicked all day! Panicked all through the class! Still panicking! But have calmed down quite a bit compared to day 1. Thank goodness!!!
I have a 'dread'...a very large 'fear'....of creating/painting in front of others.
I feel so silly and I don't know why I react this way ...I guess it's a fear of being judged???... of looking like a fool??? ...of getting it wrong??? I don't know. Whatever it is...I really hope it goes away!
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